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Paying the price for spiritual experiences
September 3, 2010  |  radhanath-swami

Richard met a thirteen year old ‘incarnation’ of Krishna who dressed with a crown and a peacock feather, played a flute, and stood in the pose of Krishna. But he looked very different from the painting of Krishna Richard had purchased in Delhi. Although Richard believed this incarnation could be an accomplished yogi, he had no inclination to accept him as Krishna. Richard thought God is a serious subject, and cannot be taken lightly.

On another day a man grabbed Richard and stuck a metal stick on his ear, and gouged for some time. Then he took the stick out and showed Richard a big lump of ear wax; he had cleaned one ear of Richard. To clean the other he demanded a rupee. Since Richard didn’t have any money, the man left him with one dirty ear. Richard’s hearing was now like an unbalanced stereo system; he could hear clearly only in one ear.  Richard learnt two lessons from this incident:

The dirty wax of egotism accumulated in the heart prevents us from clearly hearing the Lord’s voice within. A guru, with the stick of knowledge, cleans our hearts. It’s really ugly to see what may come out, but by following patiently, we keep cleaning. Another lesson I took from this experience was sometimes the Lord gives us a free sample of religious experience, but for more, we must pay a price with the currency of sincere dedication to the process of cleansing.

This realization of Richard answered a question I had for a long time; why is it that for some practitioners, after the initial excitement in spiritual life, the practice becomes boring and a drag. The Lord gives a free sample, and expects us to now become sincere. Radhanath Swami explains that sincerity means practicing spiritual life even if we do not get regular experiences or visions of God. A practitioner’s faith will be tested by God and a prolonged period of dryness is an opportunity for us to grow in our spiritual lives. Spiritual growth requires us to break the ritualistic barrier and go deeper in our practices.

Radhanath Swami reveals that to go deeper we need to know that spiritual life is not a mechanical set of rituals; rather it’s a moment-to-moment remembrance of God. If we can constantly remember God then the spiritual experience will continue with time. In fact the realizations will grow corresponding to our prayerful remembrance of God. God also puts his devotees through different tests. At such times, although externally we may be facing difficulties, our turning to God gives us a spiritual experience. Life then becomes worth living, for a seeker experiences internal union with God. Radhanath Swami offers studying scriptural prayers as an advice for those seeking divine experiences.

The scriptures are filled with the prayers of great souls. A devotee repeats these prayers, not as a stereotype ritual but with a desire to understand the content and feelings of the pure devotees offering these prayers. With an enthusiasm to access the Lord’s mercy, a seeker of spiritual experience invests his feelings into these prayers, and simultaneously offers his own personal prayers to God. A contemplative study of the scriptures and prayerful connection to God is a small price a devotee pays, in exchange of which the lord fills his heart with divine happiness.

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  1. A devotee should do contemplative study of the scriptures and pray to God for reestablishing the lost connection with Him. This is a small price one pays, in exchange of which the lord fills his heart with divine happiness. What a wonderful statement by Radhanath Swami

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  2. Radhanath Swami has vision of a true Sadhu. He sees hand of Lord in every situation.

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  3. Very nice article. Thank you very much for sharing the same.

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  4. Thank you Radhananth swami maharaj for showing us how to see lord everywhere.

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  5. It is very surprising how Radhanath Swami with his normal day to day incidents got immense realisations that brought him closer to God & his guru…….simply great

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  6. nice article

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  7. Shyama Radhika Dasi

    Very Good Article

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  8. Such great realization Radhanath swami has.from such insignificant things he derives great conclusions.

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  9. very beautiful explanation and experience, thanks for sharing, bhakti

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  10. its very important that we all cleanse the dirt in our hearts and try to hear the inner voice of the lord and see him in everything that we do, its lords way of being anonymous, rajesh karia

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  11. If we constantly associate with pure devotees like Radhanath Swami, then we can gain spiritual strength even in times of adversity when we are feeling very low.

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  12. The Lord gives us a free sample of religious experience, but for more, we must pay a price with the currency of sincere dedication to the process of cleansing-wonderful point by Radhanath swami.

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  13. Our sincere dedication & devotion to bonafide gurus such as Radhanath Swami & shelter of their spiritual guidance alone can help us maintain our spiritual practices even in difficult times.

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  14. Wow such unbelievable experiences of Radhanath Swami are shared herein. With each ‘seamingly crazy thing / event’, Radhanath Swami has shared priceless and genious realizations.

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  15. HH Radhannath Swami is true Sadhu…

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  16. Radhanath Swami is so true. No Pain No Gain. Krishna is king of Marketing. He wants everyone to come back to him.

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  17. Hrishikesh Mafatlal

    The small ‘price’ we pay for the tremendous spiritual gains needs to be remembered by us at all times, specially in times of difficulties.

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  18. The material adversities that we face while treading the spiritual path is a very small price & insignificant in comparision to the eternal life of bliss & happiness that can be attained in God’s kingdom, if we simply do His will and serve His pure devotees like Radhanath Swami.

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  19. the living example

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  20. Radhanath Swami Maharaj has emphasized reading & that too prayerful reading.

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  21. Many times it happens that we are reading few scriptures or reciting a prayer which we might not undertstand correctly at that point of time,however because of our sincere prayers and our personal inputs later god gives us a chance to understand these prayers as per the understanding of the pure devottess who has composed these prayers…

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  22. we generally expect the spiritual life to be shock absorber of the material life to get some relief we tend to adopt spiritual path and as soon as the difficulties come we loose the taste and give it up. Lord tests our sincerity and faith in him by putting us in difficult situations, if are through then he gives a higher taste which we are always anxious for.

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  23. Really like the point of remembering the Lord moment to moment through prayerful mood that can be learnt from the prayers of great devotees whose lifes are detailed in the scriptures.

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  24. The more one advances, the more one realizes what a small price he had to pay for spirituality….

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  25. Patience is one of the important principles in Spiritual life, without which there is no chance for success.

    Radhanath Swami’s life is such an amazing example of intergrity, determination and patience to find a Spiritual path and connection to God…

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  26. Maharaj has time and again stressed the importance of prayers!!!
    They really help.
    Also, such a deep realization about the dull phases during spiritual life, its the time to grow and not put a full stop to it.

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  27. It is true that in our initial spiritual days, we are more intense in our prayers & in our service attitude. But as we get familiar with the devotees & become regular in attending the congregational programs, we tend to become complacent & even proud at times, ultimately leading to envy of other devotees. Radhanath Swami therefore keeps stressing the fact that as we get mature in our spiritual life, we need to take utmost care not to lose the enthusiasm & humility while doing our service to the temple & devotees. Otherwise, we can ruin our spiritual lives by ending up making offences to Vaishnavas because of our false pride & ego.

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  28. HH Radhanath Swami has drawn such amazing lessons from the incidents. He is so aware of the situations around him and seeing the hand of God happening around. Wow!

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  29. sangharatna bhamare

    really to understand god is not so easy. We have to pray the price of sincerity. thank you very much.

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  30. There will be difficulties , reversals on our path but if we don’t loose the focus … the pearls of wisdom will keep coming in our path and we will be closer to God each time we don’t give up. Thank you Radhanath Swami

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  31. First, its amazing to see how Richard learns a lesson or more from every experience he goes through. Second, the lessons mentioned here, especially, the point of sincerity to God and its continuation throughout our life is so very useful to people like me. We think we are sincere, but it is to our own egotistic life that we are sincere, not to the process of cleansing our hearts.

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  32. A devotee repeats these prayers, not as a stereotype ritual but with a desire to understand the content and feelings of the pure devotees offering these prayers. With an enthusiasm to access the Lord’s mercy, a seeker of spiritual experience invests his feelings into these prayers, and simultaneously offers his own personal prayers to God. — We actually experience this when we see Radhanath Swami singing devotional songs.

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  33. Such a deep understanding given by Radhanath Swami and guiding many to follow the examples of offering prayers to God by the previous teachers, great sages and great personalities from scriptures. As we see from our daily lives to achieve anything material takes so much effort than what to speak of the Spiritual experience. we need to really pay the price of our conciousness always engaged in the rememberance of God.

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  34. may this article inspire us to always stand up against the tests of time and never turn away from krishna conciousness … a prayful mood devoid of false ego is all that would help us … thank you maharaj for this wonderful instruction

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  35. “why after some time spiritual life becomes boring” Radhaanth swami gives the answer with a graphic analogy of cleaning one ear.Thank you for sharing this expereince from life of Radhanath swami.

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  36. Radhanath Swami Maharaj gave a beautiful analogy – free sample and the price one needs to pay for more spiritual experiences. Thanks also for the importance of prayers and how one should offer them.

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  37. Deep two lessons from apparently not-so-important incidents. Beautiful. Thanks to Radhanath swami

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  38. touching thoughts by Radhanath Swami.

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  39. Thank you for sharing this nice meditation. Nothing comes free in this world

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  40. Maharaj says that Krishna Consciousness is moment to moment and he himself practices it very diligently.Little wonder that his life is an example for all of us.

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  41. very nice article and beautifully explained by this article, regards, bhakti karia

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  42. one of my favorite articles, thanks for posting this one, rajesh karia

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  43. Thank you Radhanath Swami for telling us the unique price we have to pay for spiritual experiences.

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  44. Yogita Jagannathan

    Whenever I read such profound articles based on Radhanath Swami’s book The Journey Home, my heart is filled with renewed determination to try and become more serious in my spiritual endeavours.

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  45. Thank you for sharing this truly inspiring article. Narada Muni too in his previous life was advised by the Lord to continue to meditate and not get disturbed by his disappearance. Radhanath Swami ki Jai!

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  46. Glories to Radhanath Swami!

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  47. Good to hear that Sincereity is the price for spiritual experience.

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  48. Wonderful article. Thank you very much.

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  49. Radhanath Swami reveals that to go deeper we need to know that spiritual life is not a mechanical set of rituals; rather it’s a moment-to-moment remembrance of God. If we can constantly remember God then the spiritual experience will continue with time. In fact the realizations will grow corresponding to our prayerful remembrance of God. God also puts his devotees through different tests. At such times, although externally we may be facing difficulties, our turning to God gives us a spiritual experience. Life then becomes worth living, for a seeker experiences internal union with God. Radhanath Swami offers studying scriptural prayers as an advice for those seeking divine experiences….I liked this very much .

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